The Rain

The heavy pour of rain reminded me that we can never fully wash that feeling when you make someone your everything – your new life, your new love, and your new compass point.

I guess this is the danger of rains – you can lose all sense of proportion. So I made a fool of myself, even though now I am slowly realizing it.

I was so devoted to him. 

He was a year younger than me, and for a while I used that as an excuse for not knowing a lot about him. I thought I could see him so well. But I did not see him at all, really. And he did not even try to see me.

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Finally, he told me, well sort of. And the really messed up thing is, when he told me, it was, one of the most caring thing he had ever done for me- at least in a while.

He told me I was great, and that because I was great there were some things I needed to know. And of course I wondered for months afterwards why, if I was great he had to go play on me. I felt so destroyed. More than I should have- but I only realized that now. 

And whenever, a heavy pour of rain come and meet the earth, I will remember all these and so should you.

– Juman Kevin Tindo

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